Welcome to my latest rise from the ashes of my own self-inflicted immolation. Bask in the familiar warmth of having to create a new forum user… old user db burned down. Feast on the schadenfreude of broken image links, cast aspersions upon the author until he fixes or removes these abominations. Beyond that, demand regular…
Assessing what I have to offer and how to offer it. As always, I need to buckle down and give some specific structure to approaching and using my system… trying to work it in around other conversations that started with religion or politics has proved to be actually damaging rather than positive. So I need…
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So, seeing as how I paved the way for “posts I told myself I shouldn’t do anymore,” here I am about to post the first things off the top of my head when I’m in a mood and have consumed objectively too many substances to be making rational decisions. The anxiety has gotten to the…
On some iteration of jjewell.com, there is a post where I explain why I was going to stop doing… what I am about to do. It’s a process. That thing is writing about what I want to do next. All those posts ago, I had gotten disgusted with my own progress… and increasingly embarrassed about…
As is tradition, every so often I find myself ”returning” to the website with “renewed energy.” This is of course code for something far darker… I had another little breakdown and simply didn’t care about the website for weeks at a go. Through a cocktail of means, I am looking at things in a “do…
Spelunking I am refining my process. As I rediscovered my Ataris, I first went through the ST/TT/Falcon series, plugging things in and seeing what worked, getting what data about them that I knew was interesting and that I knew how to get easily. As I went through the 8-bits, I went a little deeper on…
I admit it: I have an addictive personality. When I find something cool, I want to find out all I can about it and how it got that way… and I want to see and understand the variations. Although I feel this has ultimately served me well in my life, there are times when it…